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I give up.......

......its all artsy fartsy nonsense, I can’t do it.

I’ve spent the morning trying to create my first page and its just impossible. I can’t paint, I can’t draw, everything I do looks twee and I have this funny knot inside because its just not working. If I use paint or pencils in looks like my 6yr old has done it. If I just try and write it looks too plain and I loathe my handwriting. And as for the content – it all just feels false, a lot of group-huggy bullsh*t .

I’m so envious of those of you who have created such wonderful pages – I think I’ve just wasted $30 on something thatb just isn’t going to work for me :0(