Jan 14, 03:45 pm
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My Journaling—
The end of the week spart asked “What do you wish you could be doing right now?” Right now I wish I could be growing a baby inside me. Other than to be with my husband until the day I die there is nothing I want more. I just keep trusting and praying. As I was cutting outh the flower petals for this entry a song by Clay Walker came on. It says the words on the other page, but it also says ..But I wasn’t there the day you filled up the oceans, I didn’t get to see you hang the stars in the sky, so I don’t meed to criticize what I don’t understand. These are just a few of the questions that I have.” I don’t think that I could say it better. I don’t understand but if I actually want to remain happy and content that I just have to keep praying and trusting regardless.
The other page says
“And how can two people who built a loving home, Try for years an’ never have a child of their own? When somewhere out there tonight, There’s a baby noone’s holdin’ tight: In need of love.
To me, that don’t add up”
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