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Am I brave?

Not sure how clear this is in the scan. I decided to step way out of my comfort zone and play with watercolour pencils – I made a border and then wrote some words across the page, and then tried to wash it all to make a background. It kinda worked.
The background says Risky Business Life Am I brave? What does it really mean? Brave Face

and the text over the top talks about how I am really a chicken and quite shy, but I force myself to be brave in certain situations, in particular when meeting new people. I have a ‘Will I care about this in 10 years time’ rule that I try and apply, and if the answers no, then I am a lot braver. I am however a complete chicken about physical dangers, heights, kids playground equipment etc, anything where death is a possiblity, and then there is that middle ground – really important stuff, that will matter in 10 years time, marriages, kids, jobs, etc life changing stuff, and how I get stuck in panic and indecision trying to evaluate the situation, and that is where I am now with my current dillema.