article: Why a new beginning... why now... | written down

So i have spent some time with the questions posed on monday… it seems to me that i have been balled up or wrapped and trapped in this ball of anger, frustration, stuck-ness, blah-ness and all around discontent. I have been groping around for answers and solutions and and…. But I have been looking to the wrong things and not being true to me and therefore the people in my life. My response in my journal centers around these thoughts and a quote from anais nin- “And the day came when the risk to remain in a bud was more painful than the risk it took to bloom.” So i have decided that it is time to bloom. Now anymore than that I don’t really have any idea… none actually … as in the how… and what now… and and… as you can see I have a tendancy to ramble. Anyway… my response… hope you can see it … but I believe I have given you the general idea. Anyway… thanks for looking and such…..

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