May 3, 01:11 pm
Feeling totally overwhelmed – I have tried to keep a “REGULAR” journal before but feel kind of false writing my feelings, my diary usually is a dull rundown of what we did not what I felt….....after a week or so of that I give up…...
I kept a better journal whilst I was a patient in The Priory (for my anxiety/phobia) early last year and included doodlings and poetry (bad poetry!!) – but it vanished shortly after I came home – can’t find it anywhere – strange….
I can write, have even written a chapter of a book, but its writing about me, about who i am that i am going to find difficult. Also am really bad at art and although i would love to think of myself as an artist (I’m a scrapbooker) – it doesn’t feel comfortable…..
How do I know how to decorate my pages?.......Do i just get my paints/glitter/pens/stamps out and just go mad with them? Should I plan?......This is all so overwhelming!!
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